i was so drunk

the roskilde festival.. i have no proper words for it. it is it's own thing, it is it's own world and it has so much to give you and you should embrace the fact that it loves you.
it goes so many miles for you. it has everything lined up, it is the one who holds the towel for you when you go out of the shower, it is the coffee in the morning, it is the water when you're thirsty and it is heaven on earth for drunk people.

i have no words, i have no perception, i have no other feeling than a total mindfuck, i have no impression other than eternal bliss, i have no feeling apart from eternal internal sunshine.

thank you for making me so happy.
it comes back to me now.


and. i was so drunk.


i'm thinking about smoke now.


one of the biggest impressions was left by Lykke Li, actually.
the mood.
we waited in line after dancing/running like the crazypeople we are to The Strokes. i laughed all the time and we probably looked drugged to shreds, but no. only alcohol.
the line was wet. water all over the place. a fence. we sat there. the light was magic. we talked. discussed so much unnecessary shit for ages and drank wine. this was only random. why we decided to wait in front of the line for her i never really knew. it was a feeling i just couldn't shake. i've not listened to her that much, but i have kept up with a lot of her history since 2007. she made a huge impression on me back then. and, this was our opportunity to stand way in front. to test our running capacity. even tho we were drunk and tired.
i just had to do this. i just had to fit in as a lykke li fan. i just had to watch her.
a somewhat overwhelming feeling, i guess my intuition took me there. drunk.
we ran up to the front aisle, stood there. clung to the fence and waited patiently for the glorious beaty that she is. she freaked me out so much that i had to wear sunglasses in order to hide my tears.

such an intense experience.

so many memories and so many new impressions. so many new and old places at the same time, so much emotion and so much passion.

i never knew what i went to, but it blew me away.

i am grateful.


Youth Novels is a brilliant album.