i jumped into a river

and the bubbles hurt my tounge.


so. i managed to squeeze a couple of drawings into this year, which means i've been producing a total of.. four? in 2012. maybe even five? or six? hm.

ah well i'm too tired to have my wits about atm, so i'll stay on that 'hm' and leave you with these:

'king of what?'

 'i think she likes me'

the lesser known zombiesaurus, usually referred to as the walking cold/warm buffet

packed lunch

how can life possibly be more than getting drunk and going to sleep.

fiddle with your brain.

the best swedes are those who roll on you:

so. i had a day offline yesterday. look what it made me do (note; this was a long time ago. i've had many a day offline by now. this is just one particular example. of course, i couldn't publish this due to not being online duh)
:

meh. this aside. there's nothing to report.

have a merry fucking whatnot.

this isn't happening

sometimes, i hurt myself on purpose

just hoping that one day you'll see how much effort i put into things.

animals

this

because i've heard it live three times.

the weirdest creature on earth has given me life

is there any way i could earn money on this?

thanks. i appreciate the space.

guessing. not even close.
it's closed.

i could buy a fancy dinner for all the refunds i've summoned during the past week.


...

soundtrack.

:

gravity pulls extra hard on you, doesn't it

some of the very first shots i shot with my new 5d back in the beginning of august.
money well spent. lol.

all from the same day. same memorycard.



and in other news.
i've taken on a pathetic excuse of a lifestyle after that fatal meeting i had earlier.
as of this moment, i have yet to recover from it.
it brings me down still.
i convince myself it's an easy thing to forget.
just pass a simple herdel (feelings), and i'm there.

oh. but wait. hold on still.

this appears to be one of those things my apathy and self-destructive ways won't help me cope with.


it only worsens the deal.


i'm stuck in eternity. lost in the past.
listening to caribou and crying as if i lost my heart.

i miss roskilde. i miss radiohead. i miss it all. but.
the tears only salt my tea.


add feelings to everything, be sure to stir it up.

and. i'm going to blow my brains out if you turn your jealousy-ridden carcass on me for this.

the good old cry.

drain yourself.

have yourself a good time

more pictures of old men.

utterly bored

yet pleasingly amused

just some pictures i fell in love with during the editing, yet couldn't find any other suitable spot for apart from this blog no one ever reads.

ENJOI

just a test

property of the soffias corporation.

take it. it's yours.

and btw. since you're such a fucking redhead, and red light is the noisiest there is, this picture is extra noisy due to that very fact. yes.

excellent.

popular demand

AGAIN WITH THE SHITSHIPPER

waves of barley

on the overgrown and overflown boat, there wasn't much to do.
so. i fell in love with the minibar and its heinekens:

proof i drank heineken way before it was coolified by james bond in the movie 'skyfall'. btw.
such notions are important.

is buying new bulbs a waste of money when there's a lamppost outside your living room window

domkirka proved to be one of my favorite places to photograph. apart from the ever so loud noise from the shutter being repelled and echoed through that spacious place so easily, filthily.

using your floor as a pantry

and your hands as utensils


i recalled seeing portishead live once.
it dawns on me that, i've seen many a band. many an artist. perform. hopefully pouring their hearts and souls out.
i'm  a lucky chap.

but. portishead was a weird experience for me.
my head span all across its neurons. they lit up more than the stagelights at orange.
all i could think about, was the moment i retold the story of seeing them live. instead of enjoying the concert, i scanned for possible moments that might have spurred a known sensation, or feeling, that i could use to enhance my tall tale. that was such a weird manifestation of some thing that's been lurking in the back of my mind for a long time. we're obsessed with bragging about shit. sometimes, it might even turn out to be our only motivation for doing stuff. (yes i know i'm not only kind of repeating myself here, i'm my own plagiat)
i'll be damned. but. staying in the moment proved impossible. i was back home. telling this story to somebody who became rather jealous of me. that was the only thing that went through me and my mind, so i can't remember much of the concert.
what a spoiler.


if i ever were to gain weight, it's most certainly definitely due to all the beer i'm drinking.

jumping up and down until my heart explodes

do you fancy me?

loud isn't loud enough




look for the warning signs. when a student starts quoting radiohead in their term tests you should take them aside for a while.

next tour i'll buy all the fucking tickets, no matter what

Bologna (first concert with them, ever)
Setlist
Lotus Flower
Bloom
15 Step
Lucky
Kid A
Morning Mr Magpie
There There
The Gloaming
Separator
Pyramid Song
You And Whose Army?
I Might Be Wrong
Planet Telex
Feral
Little By Little
Idioteque
—-
Give Up The Ghost
Exit Music (For A Film)
The Daily Mail
Myxomatosis
Paranoid Android
—-
House Of Cards
Reckoner
True love waits/Everything In Its Right Place


Codroipo (the night i cried my fucking brains out)
 Setlist
01 Lotus Flower
02 Airbag
03 Bloom
04 The Daily Mail
05 Myxomatosis
06 The Gloaming
07 Separator
08 Climbing Up The Walls
09 Pyramid Song
10 Nude
11 Weird Fishes/Arpeggi
12 Reckoner
13 There There
14 The National Anthem/Hunting Bears
15 Feral
16 Paranoid Android
—-
17 How To Disappear Completely
18 Planet Telex
19 Staircase
20 Morning Mr Magpie
21 Street Spirit (Fade Out)
—-
22 Give Up The Ghost
23 Small Axe/Everything In Its Right Place
—-
24 Idioteque


Berlin #1
Setlist
01 Lotus Flower
02 Airbag
03 Bloom
04 The Daily Mail
05 Myxomatosis
06 The Gloaming
07 Separator
08 These Are My Twisted Words
09 Videotape
10 Nude
11 Weird Fishes/Arpeggi
12 Reckoner
13 There There
14 The National Anthem
15 Feral
16 Paranoid Android
—-
17 Pyramid Song
18 Supercollider
19 Planet Telex
20 Staircase
21 Bodysnatchers
—-
22 Give Up The Ghost
23 Unravel/Everything In Its Right Place
—-
24 Idioteque

Berlin#2 (the night i made too many friends)
 Setlist
01 Lotus Flower
02 15 Step
03 Bloom
04 Kid A
05 Myxomatosis
06 The Gloaming
07 Separator
08 Climbing Up the Walls
09 Like Spinning Plates
10 Nude
11 Ful Stop
12 Staircase
13 Reckoner
14 There There
15 Feral
16 Paranoid Android
—-
17 How to Disappear Completely
18 Supercollider
19 Morning Mr Magpie
20 Pyramid Song
21 Bodysnatchers
—-
22. Give Up the Ghost
23. True Love Waits/Everything In Its Right Place
24. Idioteque

and then it all came down

to

toes

pavement covered in blood

can't decide wich one's the better.

i almost had a stroke

sadly though, i survived

view large:

in the shadows of the strobes

i have often been in such awe of the stagelights. huge rigs and competent people, strong lights and bright colors, lasers and smoke. the lot.

more sure is more.

and i love it.