wake up every day, thinking it'll be different

lies.

when being social feels like work

suddenly, my age seemed to be the most real fact

between two pages of a book that has yet to be written

lying there, breathing nothing but empty wishes

in a head somewhere
someone needs to agree

we're all suffocating lies

a tick on your heel
everybody laughs, as if nothing is real
motionless at sea
pulled apart by the gulf

cats none the less

misery, and the lack of it we chase
all really is so random it hurts

fully saturated
an uncomfortable bed
in your garden down under
memorise the pattern
we'll nag constantly about it

please change the diapers in my brain

..
do my brain start to attack itself and its vivid imagination when there's not enough situations elsewhere to take care of.

i've been a bit up and down that square, yes. in an ignorant void. located throughout the universe. a personal landscape where everything rolls downhill. am i to blame for gravity.

it's out of my system and into a new one. you can only push it around. it'll take another shape and haunt you over yet again. no need for mercy, though. waste of time when all i want is for a blunt wave of reason to hit me.

fanfuckingtastic and i won't ever agree. keep it to yourself and log on to another site. reality will change but the lack of control leaves a bitter taste.

force yourself through the keyhole. combat in burstmode. follow a shade in the dark and the laughther of a newlywed caught in a horrible web. totally out of ctrl.

mah meh nah no. things look their best at a distance. too close, all your left with is a hollow gaze.
nothing does me right or wrong. we're all simple humans here, bloated egos and flat tires everywhere.

when in a corner, dig or climb upwards.


om menneskets genom: " In some ways it may resemble your garage/bedroom/refrigerator/life: highly individualistic, but unkempt; little evidence of organization; much accumulated clutter (referred to by the uninitiated as 'junk'); virtually nothing ever discarded; and the few patently valuable items indiscriminately, apparently carelessly, scattered throughout. Those valuable items are the genes themselves."