mandag 5. mai 2014

wake up scroll scroll scroll sleep


yes i'm a victim
insert motivational quote

labyrinth of stereotypes

now will soon start to seem like a long time ago

all the right answers for all the wrong reasons

welcome
well, come

comforts to take us through the day. the ones that you don't feel normal without.

don't question my motives, they are noble.
question my condition.

i know why it's hard to abandon an addiction.
because suddenly time stops. no hour drags as long as those where you try to keep clean.
you're not living. you're waiting. trying hard to post-pone the moment in which the overwhelming urge kicks in and you'll have to start from scratch the next day, week, month, year or even years.
it's practically inevitable. you WILL lose this battle against a habit that's settled in for a lifetime.
after all, it has brought a lot of baggage.
which makes it hard to move in any direction outside this jail that is your mind.


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