mandag 5. mai 2014
wake up scroll scroll scroll sleep
yes i'm a victim
insert motivational quote
labyrinth of stereotypes
now will soon start to seem like a long time ago
all the right answers for all the wrong reasons
welcome
well, come
comforts to take us through the day. the ones that you don't feel normal without.
don't question my motives, they are noble.
question my condition.
i know why it's hard to abandon an addiction.
because suddenly time stops. no hour drags as long as those where you try to keep clean.
you're not living. you're waiting. trying hard to post-pone the moment in which the overwhelming urge kicks in and you'll have to start from scratch the next day, week, month, year or even years.
it's practically inevitable. you WILL lose this battle against a habit that's settled in for a lifetime.
after all, it has brought a lot of baggage.
which makes it hard to move in any direction outside this jail that is your mind.
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