taking risk taking orders, making life happen, appear and shallow, reflection of the eyes in your soul

sometimes
a token
is

a lamppost at the end of the street
taking control
hiding
fear
and lurking
around

stoned and happy. out of control. in order. taking order.
making order.

fuck the fuck off

jerk off
and move on

always moving on
moving

you dry up
you can't even cry

numb and social
numb and lonely

music speaks your mind
and you never understand it quite

your mind has you by your neck
you spit and it hits no ground

commercials kill your brain
your braind becomes a branch

kick the habit
don't let the habit kick you

is that all? is that the truth?

am i really this
?

is this really happening



this is really happening





i'm an idiot. trapped in your hot car.
cynic and frentic. feisty and lazy. all in once and once for all.


trapdoorsthatopen
butyoucancomebackforme