the brain looks like a cloud and mine feels like one too

i'm terrible at goodbyes. so terrible, i often don't even want to say hello.
breaking up a visit or meeting always feels so awkward and unnatural, especially when it doesn't have a real, specific ending to it.
this can actually be the sole reason why i prefer to stay alone at home an entire evening.


what the actual butt mind fuck.

and in an instance, everything changes forever.
after an incidence, nothing shall remain the same.

a different hue, a new smell, a recurring thought
how long can just a little last