banananananana.

feirce

i spend the days
counting
them
counting how many
i'll manage
without alcohol

it's the most exciting part of the day
summing it up
and conclude with
"no.. no beers.. no whine, today"
and then move on with a halfrisen smile on my face

am i depressed?
i know i am.

but it curbs itself when

..


well.

goodbye all men, i'm left alone
and it feels so good