the house is busy

due to me being sick
i rediscovered a couple of things
that brings a lot of reason and purpose behind the very things that sums up as LIFE
so
i think the type-o i'm looking for here is
passion

how to live without it?
easy, you just drift by as i have been doing an awful lot lately
just gazeing and then readily forgetting
it's an agony to the layers within, but i keep forgetting

so now so so so
this is what that is the big hit in the eye and nostril of the brain

HOME

watch it. it's free of charge. it's non-profit. (whoa, what a weird-sounding sentence, i must say!)
but

the pace of the whole thing
the music
the narration
it boils my brain
and soul
and awakes the deepest concern that i can feel roaming in the earilest twitch of my genes..

i feel shame